Thursday, December 4, 2008

Prom Night Was A Blast

First of all, I had so much fun. Secondly, I felt bad for her cause her date didn't even want to dance. So I took the liberty to ask her to dance with me. It was cool with Jill, she knows my situation. She even told me to dance with her. I was really happy. Especially during the slow dance, I danced with her and for a second there, I thought that I knew everything about her. (Well not everything) But at that moment, I felt as if I could feel what she was feeling, as if we were one.

I heard rumors before that she had a crush on me. I was always hoping it was true. But I know it was since whenever I was around, she would glance at my direction once in a while and look away. But it doesn't matter, as long as I made her happy at prom. I sure did.


Everything you see now is just another one of his lies. But don't stop believing, cause somewhere hiding in the dark corners is me, waiting for you to realize my love for you.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Prom Tonight

So 80's themed prom is tonight. I'm getting ready, I'm even asking help from my cousin. I want everything to be perfect. Or shall it be?

I don't know, I'm really confused right now.

But anyway, if you wanted to know who my date is, her name is Jill. She's just a friend of mine. She's not that girl I've been falling in love with lately. I tried to ask her though. But you know, I didn't want to make a fool of myself so I asked so many people if *cough* has a date.

And obviously, many of them told me that she has one already, who is none other than the famous Hector Gransen. (Well, in our school anyway).

But anyway, that's all there is to share. I'll just keep you guys updated after the prom. I'll keep an eye on her... I wanted to make sure that she's happy. (Even though she's not my date).


In a room full of people, the first one I look for is her.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

It's been over a year now...

I don't know if it's just me or something, but there's this girl I've been liking a lot for the past year I guess and I can't seem to get over her. She's not in my class anymore, which gave me thin chances with her. But I keep on trying, only to discover that she had gone through a break up recently so I feel bad for her. I try to give her space but I cannot bear wasting another second without her...
Last year, when she and I were in the same class, I was fortunate and got to sit beside her. But back then, I didn't even know her very much and vice versa. I never valued our sitting beside each other until the next semester, we were assigned to different seats. I really miss spending time with her, laughing with her. Making her laugh.

That's actually all for now. I'll come back later...


What you're looking for is just right in front of you. You'll never treasure it until it's gone.